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    The More Loving One

    The More Loving One
    Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
    That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
    But on earth indifference is the least
    We have to dread from man or beast.
    
    How should we like it were stars to burn
    With a passion for us we could not return?
    If equal affection cannot be,
    Let the more loving one be me.
    
    Admirer as I think I am
    Of stars that do not give a damn,
    I cannot, now I see them, say
    I missed one terribly all day.
    
    Were all stars to disappear or die,
    I should learn to look at an empty sky
    And feel its total dark sublime,
    Though this might take me a little time.
    
         -- W. H. Auden
    January 18

    回归~

    从意大利回来也一周了,一直就处于疲惫状态,每天都睡不够,体重也下不来,新学期也不能让人轻松
     
    好久没有碰钢琴了,今天去了琴房,发现自己面对钢琴是那么欣喜却又胆怯羞涩,象是站在很久未见却一直深爱的人面前,呵呵,这个比喻太幼稚,但却是这样的
     
    该未新学期努力了,国内的同学们也快要大考了,苦日子也到头了,大家都加油吧,在新的一年里
    January 02

    昨晚,我梦见我死了
    死得悄无声息
    没让人听见那最后一声叹息
     
    灵魂随风而飘摇
    在天上看着自己躺在那里
    象在看别人的电影
     
    醒来,那只是个梦

    07!!!

    由于网页的问题,一直都没发写日志,就这样错过了1月1日
    之前确实想写些东西,无论是“回顾过去”也好还是“展望未来”也罢,现在却对着电脑无语发呆……
     
    开始准备去意大利了,去那三个让人激动的城市,却不知为什么从放假到现在都没有兴奋和期待过,努力想让自己兴奋起来,也许明天换出钱来的时候能够为了挣那钱的爸妈好好的开心的玩一次吧
     
    新的一年了,应该是鼓足了劲,奋力拼搏的一年,前途还是渺茫,梦想却是清晰,也许现在应该称为目标,为了目标我会也需要很努力,也许会放弃一些东西,但一如无数次专注的为目标努力的我一般,希望能怀着在胜利的心情去看那些许的遗憾。
     
    加油吧,为自己加油也为我所有的朋友
    加油!